Just signed up for a meditation class this weekend. Hoping it will curve my anxiety. And will get my a-- to the gym this weekend also. One more thing, the weekened, I will try to finish at least one book that I started but embarrassing could not complete.
Yes, I do want to see colors like Cadet said. So I am building my own strengths and will be happy doing things on my own. I do want to be with my H but I know now we can't go on this way. I want us to be happy but will not put any expectations on anything.
The happier I am, the greater my chance of saving my marriage.
Me 44; H 48 no kids together; H has D24, D19 M 14; T 18 DB 12/21/14 living together (for now)
