train, how are you?

[Jefe]

Train, something came to mind about 3am this morning. (I still don't sleep much) Understand that I'm not saying this applies to you but it is something I think about.

I have to remember sometimes to not take the infidelity personally. They don't cheat to do it to us, more often that not they cheat without any bit of regard for us at all. Not that that's any better feeling but it's something. They do it as part of an extremely selfish and broken mechanism within themselves. I have to remind myself that it really has little to do with me.

I struggle with this thing too. Hardcore. I have been wasting a bunch of time living in the same thoughts you have been. But like I said before if we move forward choosing to be committed we are going to have to do something else with this stuff. If we move forward choosing to be "justified" we are most certainly going to find ourselves not very committed. At least that's my view of it this morning. I may feel very differently in an hour/day/week/month.