yup can understand all that. I mentioned a little while back reconcilation or new relationship down the road I'm going to have to be careful on trust issues cropping up and I've had Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay less cr@p to deal with than you based on the info you've posted here. You can only do the best, be as open as you can and feel comfortable doing. Anyone worth the effort should recognise and support you in that.
Anything you want to share and I can help comment on go ahead.
Now - being me - I could make some diversionary joke about sausages at the buffet but I'm way, way above such things...
Way above...
Well, a little bit...
Well.....
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015