It's so hard to have no expectations but I am going to try my best to treat it as a first date. Like he's someone I like, but don't really know, and want to get to know. Lighthearted, friendly, a little bit flirtatious...
Btw, been going over in my head something I want to say to H (I've realised how critical I was and I'm sorry how that must have been for you), but I haven't found the right time yet... Wanted to keep today (even this morning) a positive and lighthearted day. Still waiting for the right opening to say it..hopefully tomorrow... But I think you were absolutely right I need (and want) to say something. Although I'm saying it with my actions I want to put it into words because I have never acknowledged my part and he just took all the blame.
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.
