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So I got spun up because the XW posted a pic on FB w/her and a friend of hers from church. They were posing on a beach, at sunset, at a beer festival, on Valentine's day, she bought the friend high end candy, and they were posed in a way that looked more than friends (everyone agreed). I didn't call and ask if she were now gay, but it kinda freaked me out.

I ended up seeing XW next day for kid pick up at her new church (noticed friend wasn't w/her -although they were going to have lunch). Kids ran & jumped into my arms. Chit chatted w/her for a sec & decided, screw it. After she gave me a hug I impulsively kissed her cheek, with a smile from her. "Hey, you wanna watch the show this week?" She started hemming & hawing so I said well if you decide let me know and I walked away.

She texted me less than 3 minutes later " how about Tuesday nite?" Replied sounds great I'll provide the wine.

She came over and the first thing she did was give me a hug and remarked that I looked happy. Helped her off w/her jacket (after asking her if I could).Told her ME & the kids had a great time. She said that she had really missed them on Mon.(sent e-mail asking me to let them know she was thinking bout them-never responded to it). We drank wine, she complimented the candles I was burning, and we watched the show. We interacted some during the show and flirted a time or two. I helped her off the couch and she slid into another hug and said it was fun. She mentioned her church friend was down about being on her own during Valentine's and that's why they went to beer tasting and the candy. She brought it up on her own. So join fly I asked if she got a kiss from her date. She genuinely laughed and said it was never offered.

She asked to peek in on the kids while they were asleep. She said the pics we put up in there room were great (pics of me & them). Helped her into her jacket and I walked her out to her car. Kinda hoped that she wanted a kiss when she put some lip balm on but I had no expectations. Opened her car door for her and she opened up for another hug and I kissed her forehead. She smiled and said tonight was fun. I smiled right back and said you're welcome to come again.

It's a little frustrating. When it's me & her, we have fun and there's a connection there. Then she gets around or talks to the peanut gallery & then I'm screwed. I. Sure that's why she doesn't want any of them to meet me.

Oh well, counting down the days till I see the kids again!