yeah well my sitch has turned my heart to squash lol. I hope that her seeing me today doing my own thing helps in whatever way that is. i know who i am and what i deserve, she was an amazing woman once i am not sure what happened or how it got this way we were always amazing together. Without a doubt fire and gasoline. and then i come home and poof gone. i just cant help to see the woman i loved for so long so devotedly in there still. i just wonder if she believes she is still there or if she is lost for good. i guess only time will tell. thank you train.
