I am doing my best, i have started hitting the gym more, i was always strong and muscular but now i am toning my body more. i have made it my point to be nice and cordial and smile when i see her. but be a little aloof. I keep the house spotless that way when she comes in she wonders why the house is always so clean. i always did the bathrooms and the dishes but now im cleaning everything even vacuuming and i make sure my bed is made every morning. and do a little spray of my new different cologne lol. I am currently waiting for my new sheets to get here. they are going to be sexy!....by the way. and now i cook almost every night something she never let me do. i do allot of riding on my bike, with some of my other military buddies. gone out a few times but i am trying to avoid that area. Planing a camping trip i hope in a few weeks and hitting a few events like concerts and such. i really wanna learn salsa so that and my advanced open water dive cert. are big ones. so i am doing things its just hard because i never see her and im not sure if she see's the changes. the wild part is OM is military as well so why would she chose that. But then again we cannot begin to understand her reasoning. Like i tell everyone that knows. W is not W anymore she is not herself and she will not act like herself. and if she does act like herself in public i guarantee she is hating life in private.
