You were NOT rambling miss. Only thing I thought when I read it was why not go to the knick knack shop even if there was a closing time you were butting up against? Sometimes I wonder if we sabatoge our own outcomes because we presume what will happen? IDK...
I to forgive too easily or at least tell myself I do and then harbor the resentment very deep. I fear everyday what I am doing and whether it is wrong or not. Yesterday I could have thrown in the towel, today I meet with a lawyer and it gave me the renewed confidence to continue for weeks to come! Why do I bounce back n forth? Why does that make me feel weak?
Then I read your posts today. For the love of all things holy, always tell us the bad stuff, this is the spot to do it. I have not been around long but I already know that is true. I can get it off my chest, have Starsky call me out and then get good advice. Today, I quit doing my wife's laudnry for the first time in a decade! What can you do today to make your sitch better? Sounds like you might go downstairs and just hold H's hand for 5 minutes, kiss him and walk away with a smile. While leaving, look back with that smile of happiness, happy you worked hard to get to that moment and you had it and then you carried on. Let yourself love just a little.
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and then get good advice. Today, I quit doing my wife's laudnry for the first time in a decade! What can you do today to make your sitch better? Sounds like you might go downstairs and just hold H's hand for 5 minutes, kiss him and walk away with a smile. While leaving, look back with that smile of happiness, happy you worked hard to get to that moment and you had it and then you carried on. Let yourself love just a little.