Thanks to everyone who checked in on me this morning.
I feel much better on the meds today. Pretty foggy but the crazy anxiety is much better. Hope it stays like that.

I'll still do the family friends event on Sunday. I committed to help get the wine and make a little presentation about the german wines (it's my profession btw). 50ppl coming including closest family of W and W herself. Might be awkward if W tells dad before. I feel like I can do this and just be easy, do my job and enjoy the company, no matter what.

Gym time. Gonna get buffed wink


Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15