**Disclaimer** I am feeling like knowledge is power. I need to see what I have been dealing with, what I have been through to find my footing to work my way up. I am so lost and confused and don't know what has happened. Part of finding my bearings is understanding. I know I will never truly understand the mlc part. But, that is all acceptance. I need to find my way thought this. With the power in my court. I'm not giving it up that easily anymore.
