H was a bit distant when I got home - was expecting pullback any day now but it still got to me a little bit.
I brought up tomorrow - we are going to standup comedy that he got me tickets to for my bday. I asked what time it was, hoping he might suggest dinner beforehand - and he did!
I asked where he wanted to go, and he suggested this Middle Eastern fast food place. We've been a few times before and liked it but I was a little disappointed because I wanted to go to a restaurant where we'd have a chance to sit and talk.
I immediately said yes but he could sense I wasn't that up for it (annoyingly he can always tell when I'm upset which makes it really hard for me to fake PMA), and he *kept* asking me what was wrong and if I was mad at him. Seriously, he would not leave it alone, in spite of me saying repeatedly I wasn't annoyed or upset - it got to the point where I got annoyed at him for asking me, and snapped a little.
He asked me if I wanted to go to a fancier restaurant and said he didn't have the money right now. Later I decided to just lay my cards on the table and be honest with my desires (since I've had problems in the past), and I said that I didn't really mind the restaurant, I was just a bit sad because it's very hard to talk in that fast food place, and I like talking to him so I was hoping we'd have the chance to talk.
He remarked "I guess we had different thoughts, is all, I thought dinner and just thought about grabbing food". But then he said he "wants chats too" and suggested we grab a drink after dinner, and before the comedy.
So why am I feeling so negative right now?!
*He and I are going to a comedy night tomorrow (it's not a date but it sure feels like it) *He asked me to get dinner with him beforehand *He says he wants to have chats with me and suggested a drink between dinner and comedy so we would have time to talk *He nearly kissed me again when he said good night to me tonight
But I think I made way too big a deal about the restaurant, he even remarked he didn't think it was such a big deal, and told me to pick it. Should I just go with his original suggestion? I could go somewhere else and treat him, but I don't know if that's a good idea.
Also, game plan for tomorrow? I want to wear a nice, sexy dress but how far is too much? I will try and go with no expectations, and keep up PMA of course. I'm a bit nervous though (only because it feels a bit like a date)!
Anything else I should do to prepare for tomorrow?
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.
