The awakening of me Part 3

[mleigh4]

Brought tears to my eyes Cali. Thank you.

I agree, H is in full replay and who knows how far he will go. I want and think nothing more than telling him go, do your thing and find that happiness you are so desperate to find and that I keep you from having. I would have no problem not seeing or speaking to him, cold turkey! I can't stand the man (used loosely), that he has become. But with S, that is not an option.

I have no desire for any R with anyone. I miss and love my old H so much. But sometimes I daydream. What if? Maybe this is a blessing, I have the chance to meet a man who gives flowers for no reason, who gives foot rubs, who will make S and I his number one priority, something I never had with H. What if? I will leave it to the man upstairs and cross that bridge when it comes.

Do you ever wonder what it would feel like, to be loved as much as we love our spouses? What an amazing thing. We are all truly special people here.

Cali - don't forget that, k?