I'm sorry you are having a difficult time. You are in a challenging spot and I'm sure many of us can relate. I'm not a vet, so take this for what it is worth.
At the end of the day, you must take care of you. Focus on what makes your life good and what you want. I know you want to R, although please know that you don't control your W. She makes her own decisions and her family and friends just want her to "be happy." So, let her go. Stop trying to get people on "your side" because the reality is people will remain in contact with who they are closest to.
I think many of us can relate to the loneliness factor and I can tell you that I am rarely alone:) However, it does hurt to lose that R with that person who you share inside jokes with and stories that no one else knows. You just feel your feelings, work through them, and keep trudging along.
It does get easier. Hang in there!
Last edited by Georgiabelle; 02/17/1502:45 PM.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
