A New Day

[Lifes Twists]

I am sitting here drinking my coffee and getting ready for my interview today. I will say that one thing that has taken a hit this past year is my confidence in myself. I don't know if this is common with the LBS who is dealing with an MLCer, but I can see it in myself. Today I am going to really have to push myself thru this and use this as part of rebuilding my confidence. I can say I have never been this unsure in my life. I think my feelings are based on how parts of my life have been out of my control for so long. I am wondering if I can work for someone else at this point or if I need to try and do something on my own. I would need a job as a short term solution to be able to fund starting my own thing anyhow. So I might look at this as a short term job to both help rebuild my confidence and to give me the room to start my own thing.