barely holding on - 7

[u-turn]

I am becoming confused with this MrBond and partially because I think you have asked me in the past - how long are you going to accept being in an open marriage? and I now realize that I cannot change this unless I end it. You have usually taken a stronger stance about maintaining our dignity.

Ultimately - this is not what I want, but I do not see how going back to ignoring it and hoping she stops and carrying on like all is normal will actually bring her around. I do know that I am lucky in the sense that she is friendly to me and wants to talk to me, but I really do believe that it is only a front.