Oh wow. Thanks to all for dropping by my thread. I took a brief reprieve.

Raliced-I needed that. You get me. She is funny Kml.

Betsy-welcome to my party!!! Thanks for dropping by. I have a girl crush on Raliced too. Some days I feel like I'm on the crazy locomotive train and I really know only I can get off. I just feel out of sorts and I need to get it together.

Tad-thanks! I spent V Day with my bestie and 5 yr old. We had fun:-)

Rock, Job, Maybell, Mighty and Vanilla (sorry if I missed anyone) thanks for your support and advice. Mighty- you are doing so well!! Maybell- you too!!! Hang in there. I know you are both in a difficult place. Please know this is my irreverent sense of humor, but I'm not planning on offering up my booty freely. Yes, I guess I engaged in a no strings with HG, and I don't plan on self medicating with casual sex. It's not who I am. And I don't want to be that way either. However, no judgement from me for those that can.

And as you all know, I try to be honest. Brutally and painfully so. I sent HG a text saying that I was sorry but I actually kind of liked him. That should end said no strings R. Haven't heard back from him. He is such a guy which I like and things felt very intimate the other night and it was strange. Oh well. I keep saying I'm envious of peeps in Rs and I'm not sure how to proceed with even dating someone.

Ex Mr GB posted a photo of himself in the bathtub on V Day. He never took a bath in 12 years. Of course, some of my friends had loads to say about that but he does what he does.

I'm so tired. Not sure why. I feel so down and defeated. I know only I can work through this and I just want to feel normal. Or regular. Or whatever that is. Send confetti and a disco ball. Love , GB



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
"Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer