Complex #5 - progress and throwbacks

[Complex]

Phew. I'm still sitting inside the damn house all day. I already wrote out the text to ask her friend is he was with W on Friday. I didn't send it. Although I really want to. I need to think clear first. My mind is making backflips.
I'm going to leave the house now, but groceries or so. My anxiety is completely out of control. I feel like an hour after BD or so.

To at least check off one thing on my to do list I called a mediator/attorney who was referred to me from a good friend. Have a free consultation on Wednesday.