Okay, Myrrh. It's time to start a new thread because you're going to get locked out of this one really soon.

What say you to starting a new one and using that as the impetus to a new beginning for you? As in the beginner's mind?

Maybe Dustin is doing a really good AS IF imitation? Don't try to analyze or assume here--you know where that gets you.

I just want you to have the peace that you so desperately need. How about starting your new place with some goals for yourself?

Hugs,

Bets

"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

Albert Einstein