Quote: I (personally) don't think he's going anywhere for now so heed his discussion of his concerns with the M and get cracking!!!!
Sage- I appreciate this comment, and I know pursuit is the wrong thing to do. I am having a hard time NOT doing it. For instance, I showed up at his shop this morning and told him I was going to look for apts. He said he would pay half and even lease it in his name if my credit wouldn't allow me to get the apt. He is still planning on calling lawyers, and says that he just doesn't want to see me, or be around me. I told him I didn't want to sign the two-year waiver (that basically would say he never moved back in and we had been separated since September) and he got really angry. I suck at DBing right now, and I am not os sure that I want this marriage anymore, either. He will be calling a lawyer today, and will file as soon as he possibly can. He doesn't hate me, but he wants this over with and dammit, how am I ever going to let myself heal from this if I can't ever let it go! Thanks and hugs to all, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
