Not a lot to report on. Like many others here I believe my ex was testing to see if I was still out there. She has resumed the non communicate stuff again. Like others I had hoped, but suspected she still had more cooking to do. So, I will once again learn my lesson and step back and continue to work on myself. I do wish that there was a rational explanation why they do this and keep doing this reaching out and then pulling back. I do notice a large amount of this happening right now on the board and suspect it may have something to do with the time of year. I always feel that by this time everyone is sick of the cold and being indoors. Maybe the MLCer just gets a bit more stir crazy than the rest of us.
On the job front I have a second interview tomorrow on this senior engineering position. If I am offered I will take the job. Deep down I think this whole experience has changed me and what I want for myself. I want to do something for myself now and want to start my own business. I know it is risky, but I will probably regret not trying. I know in the past my wife's fears held me back. I don't want to let her fears continue to define me now that we are no longer. So I see this job as an opportunity to fund me while I develop my own business.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"
