VDubber - you know already that's not helping yourself....why do you do it then? You said it yourself, you don't have many interactions and you just blew this one. Is this getting you closer to where you want to be?

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus