I have not smoked now in 26 hours....lol. Yah, apparently there is a no-smoking clock going for 4mendmj. Made me think about triggers. Triggers for the cheater. My best guy friend at work and I always smoke together during the day and tomorrow will be the toughest day of not smoking since I will see him and want to hang out with my friend but will choose (hopefully) not to smoke. Interesting the kinds of things that I apply to my own brain and then relate them to W and her sitch with the drug addiction of an affair. Just wish she would see it. Wishing.
Of course she won't. She will ride you for all it's worth and then some. When she sees your in stress and heart problems, she will say you need to get your health checked.
As long as you are loving and kind, she will think she is above you to be put on such a pedestal and the OM is too. Their love is special, you wouldn't understand.
Made me think about triggers. Triggers for the cheater. My best guy friend at work and I always smoke together during the day and tomorrow will be the toughest day of not smoking since I will see him and want to hang out with my friend but will choose (hopefully) not to smoke. Interesting the kinds of things that I apply to my own brain and then relate them to W and her sitch with the drug addiction of an affair. Just wish she would see it. Wishing. 