I am sooooo happy you almost, actually you did bring a tear to my eye. I makes me so much more optimistic when good people like you overcome setbacks and continue on the success road.
The limbo I'm in allows me the detachment whether I like it or not, and I become complacent in my own DBing. You people in the day to day trenches deserve so much respect, just because of the 'in your face' stuff everyday.