I have not smoked now in 26 hours....lol. Yah, apparently there is a no-smoking clock going for 4mendmj. Made me think about triggers. Triggers for the cheater. My best guy friend at work and I always smoke together during the day and tomorrow will be the toughest day of not smoking since I will see him and want to hang out with my friend but will choose (hopefully) not to smoke. Interesting the kinds of things that I apply to my own brain and then relate them to W and her sitch with the drug addiction of an affair. Just wish she would see it. Wishing.
Me:39 W:33 Married 6/07 D6 Found out about affair 9/14
Made me think about triggers. Triggers for the cheater. My best guy friend at work and I always smoke together during the day and tomorrow will be the toughest day of not smoking since I will see him and want to hang out with my friend but will choose (hopefully) not to smoke. Interesting the kinds of things that I apply to my own brain and then relate them to W and her sitch with the drug addiction of an affair. Just wish she would see it. Wishing.