New here, and could use some advice

[ginger]

Thank you, sg, that's helpful. I'm not doing well at all. I've never been in this much emotional pain in my life. I had a man who was good to me, who loved me. And I let him feel neglected. I have so much regret. I'm not sure if he's going to come back. I think he's done. I'm terrified and I don't now how to move forward at all. I'm trying to be lighthearted around him, but I'm devastated.