It is good to hear from you. I appreciate how you return with updates. We get somewhat invested in one another's lives here, and I hate for people to leave to never be heard from again. Moreso, when there was no happy ending.
Your steadfastness amazes me, Crimson. I have prayed for you both and I still hope that she will appreciate this guy she has.
Sorry about the miscarriage. I had two miscarriages, and one I didn't know I was pregnant until I lost it. It still had a strange emotional affect, so I can't imagine how devastated your W was. I'm sure for you, too. Bad enough to trigger buried memories. That has to be major.
You always manage to use positive words in your posts, and I admire you for doing it. I always wish the best for you, and if having another child is best.....then I certainly hope it happens. I also hope you can stay well. If you can have a good life without the meds, great, but if you can't......then you have to take care of you. ((Crimson))
One day soon, I hope you will have time to write more. I miss hearing from you. How is that little man of yours?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!