The Owl and the Pussycat

[Lyrael]

Morning everyone. It's Day One today of going completely dark. I am going to post as much as I have to to keep myself dark, which may be a lot.

I am not really wallowing in my sitch, but obviously right now Dustin is never very far from my mind. One thing that keeps me from trying to get in touch with him is the knowledge that if I can't, all it's going to do is upset me. For all I know, this no contact thing will be a relief for him.

I am doing okay. Today I need to unload the car, sort some laundry, and wash some clothes - Saturday is my normal wash day at home, so the little guy has very little clothing for the coming week. Part of me thinks Dustin will let the no contact thing go on for a very long time, even at the expense of not seeing his son for awhile.

Anyway, I actually think I can do this this time, and I am going to work really hard at concentrating on my son and myself now, and building us our own little stable, peaceful life.
You guys will probably be seeing a lot of me over the next few weeks (or months!).
Hugs to all,
Myrrh