OK, I'm embarrassed by that whiney post I just made and it's too late to delete it. Basically, whenever I'm out and H is at the house, I come home and see his car, see him hanging out on the couch watching TV and think, "Maybe tonight he'll stay..." which is such a silly thought to even have at this point... so basically every time H leaves to go back to his moms, I'm completely deflated, like it's the BD all over again. I need to step up my GAL, land that full time job, and not think about him anymore other than as a neighbor or colleague. So hard though, So, so hard!
Last edited by Lorelai; 02/15/1504:40 AM.
Me: 38 H: 43 Kids: 2,4 T10 M6 BD: 1/14 11/14: H moves out
