The Owl and the Pussycat

[Lyrael]

Hey, guys - nother tiny update...
he and I talked again, and I asked if he had any doubts, and he said that if he had, they were gone after what happened last night...he said he didn't want things to escalate any more, and didn't want to be digging a bullet out of his leg someday (I really don't think I am quite that out-of-control). Anyway. I have until we file the bankruptcy - that's about three weeks away. He expressed again how generally unhappy he was, but he was unhappy when we were apart as well - I don't think the unhappiness is me.

He said "I wish I could forget some things."
I said "What do you mean?"
He replied " Well, about a second after I left you, I missed you, but then I remembered that you attacked me."
I said "I missed you, too" Then I asked (sorry, my DB hat is ripped to shreds right now) "Do you think someday, maybe, if we met up again...?"
And he said, "Probably"

I have three weeks. I don't know if it will honestly make much difference. I will actively help with the bankruptcy, but I won't file for the divorce. That's his job, not mine. I am going to get my rear in some counseling.

Hugs,
Myrrh