Oh, Susana! (3)

[susana4]

Hope everyone had a good (or as decent as possible) Valentine's Day.

Mine was strange. Went to a gig with a friend that his friends had put on. The band was awful. Really, really awful. I nearly left. But instead of annoying me, it actually just amused me!

I'm in one of those "wtf am I doing here, I should just give up" moods. Not going to, I've learnt it's all part of the rollercoaster, and my moods pass. But I'm sitting here wondering wth I'm doing, and why the he!! H has agreed to go to this maze with me tomorrow. But I'm stopping myself mindreading.

Anticipating some pullback coming up as well. H was very touchy these last two days. His hugs per hour (HPH) was high. Usually after high HPH there's pullback.

But I need to (and want to) go into tomorrow with PMA. Upbeat. Happy. Smiling.

And NO EXPECTATIONS!