We are all dealing with this crazy cycling. Each time they poke their noses out we get our hopes up. I think we are as bad at creating our own stress as our ex spouses are. I have to constantly remind myself not to read too much into it. Today I am a bit down again and question whether I want this person at all in my life. My counselor recently told me that when there are kids you will never really be divorced. I think about this and then ask myself, do I really want that? Do I want to interact with this person when they reach out only to have them pull back again? I have to kick myself back into action and keep working on myself. I have to remind myself to work on the boundaries. To not let her dictate my life and feelings by her actions. I hope you will not allow him to define your life.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"
