The Owl and the Pussycat

[Lyrael]

Hi, guys -
This is a hard post for me to wright, but I felt like you all deserved to know the ending of my story.

H and I are really getting a divorce. I talked to him on the phone tonight, he told me he was really unhappy, and that he was moving back out again. Then he came over to drop off money and we had a really ugly fight that turned very physical. We are both physically okay, and our son slept through it, but obviously if our marriage still can dip into that there is no point in trying anymore.

For the sake of our son and myself, I can't be married to him anymore. We just aren't right for each other. I plan to keep on working on myself - I guess I will be making the move over to the "big D" forum sometime soon, although I am still going to let him file the paperwork. I have no doubt that it will be done this time. There is no DBing through this anymore...it is very much done. Congratulations to all of you who are genuine success stories, and to those who aren't - don't be discouraged by my sitch. A lot of people manage to turn things around for their Ms. I guess I and my husband just really aren't meant to be together. I love him, he is my best friend, and I know that this is going to take a long time to heal, but with lots of time and support, I will get through this, and do the work on myself so that the next time I am in a position for an M, it will be a long, happy, and peaceful one.
I love you all.
Hugs,
Myrrh