W still having PA with OP

[4mendmj]

I have always tried to use "logic" to "fight" this stupidity. I need to realize that has gotten me nowhere. It is actions but me for myself that I need to concentrate on. I have been thinking of putting my paycheck into a new bank account and tell her I recommend she do the same so she can start saving for her apartment. I read that somewhere on here as something that can be said like, "since this is going no where, get prepared" without saying exactly that as it shows you are moving forward one way or another.

D6 and I are headed to my folks place this evening to celebrate dad's birthday so thankfully will be with family this evening. W was invited but highly doubt she will join in.

She did message me this morning thanking me for the flower that D6 and I picked out for her last night. IC session on Monday for me will hopefully calm my soul some and just waking up tomorrow morning knowing it is 2/15 should help. If we reconcile, I hate how all of this last year's holidays have been shot to $%^&.