The END Hopefully they live happily ever after....

[DFE]

I can't understand myself. How do I think my H still loves me? He's left, D should be final any day, and I still think we will get back together. I was really upset on Wed. We spoke about the kids finances and he could tell I had been crying. Although I denied it he text me afterwards to tell me everything would be ok. I was doing my best to move on until he started asking me to go out with him and the kids a few times. Now my mind is all screwed up. I'm disappointed that he didn't ask me to go out with them on V day. Delusional I know but I miss my family. My boys are with him today and I want all of us together.

Why am I not accepting his decision ? Holding onto hope for what? He's been clear that this is what he wants yet why do I feel it isn't over? Tired of feeling like this!!!