KGirl - letting the past go

[KGirl]

Hmm... I'm finding H's lack of responses strange, and perhaps a little concerning. He has not responded to any of my emails this week, which included actual questions about logistics (not just "sharing info" emails but there were those too, including a copy of my financial disclosure that I scanned and sent to him as confirmation that I turned mine in. Also no response). He did not submit his financial disclosure to the court yet, according the online records, despite him saying he'd for sure have it in this week. I would think his family or someone would tell me if something had happened to him.... right? He could just be on vacation or traveling for work or something and hasn't been able to answer. But he has his phone glued to his hand so if he's conscious, he's seeing my questions and emails.

Do I bother worrying or checking in yet? In the past he has responded to me within a day when I've had a question about something. Part of me wonders if maybe he's second-guessing and therefore not answering anything right now.. but I know I shouldn't give any space in my thoughts to that topic, too dangerous.

I'm trying to stay positive - it's been a tough weekend so far even though I've already been through V-day once without him. February 13, 2010 was when he proposed to me, but luckily I didn't remember until later in the day. I spent the day yesterday running errands, treating myself to Olive Garden lunch, and watching a movie. Today I had an excellent haul at the grocery store with my coupons (spent $18 but saved $20, for two bags of groceries), and plan to go get a heart-shaped pizza later for dinner (because why not??) Plans with a friend tomorrow for lunch and then a craft project so I need to clean my place today. It's too cold to want to go out much (-20F windchill. Gross.) So, I'm staying busy, but still concerned about H seeming to have fallen off the face of the earth this week...