Complex #4 - D talk started / Detaching continues

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Surging was absolutely awesome! then I met with a friend. Today I'll go to the casino for fun.
But my anxiety is pretty bad. I hardly slept tonight. Feel like a zombie on speed.
Had talk with W too. She assured me she is not seeing this guy and that she never did outside of work. She played it down and I don't really trust her.
I feel the urge of snooping on her again. Feel like I need the validation if she is speaking the truth or not. I know it doesn't/shouldn't matter..I don't know...