Happy Valentines Day, all. Your support over these past months has meant so much to me.

I found out yesterday that H wants to sell the marital home after all. Of course, this means that I will have to do all the work to get it ready and show it. I guess I should be used to that by now. Woke up at 5:30 am and started throwing things out, gathering things for goodwill, and cleaning. It's cathartic, but also sad. This was our dream home. I painted every inch of it, for the most part by myself. It's just a house, so I can say goodbye, but it's also saying goodbye to our years here as a family, and that makes me sad. I'm missing my D14 today. I'm missing my family. I'm trying to keep a PMA for myself, but am failing a bit today.

M: 43 H: 39
D: 14
Married 15 Together 16
BD: 6/2014
S: 8/2014
OW revealed 10/2014
Instigated dissolution 12/2014, in progress
So over it!