Yeah, I have focused on the bad times, there is no way stbxh will speak to me, he's still with his a! And he's saying I don't want her via lawyer.

I need to keep forcing that detachment, pushing it further in the past. Or as many times before stbxh will just walk all over me. Even without any r!

I am wanting that power to go away. I don't feel nice stuff for him, but do still grieve the whole r.

For me it was very real and deep. For him just a puddle on h radar.

M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26