May life be;

[Ggrass]

H script was I failled at most stuff. Well tryed to do to much and never got started.
Partially true.

It's easy to say that when your not around like h was. Yes, I did spend time promoting stuff via the net, yes it often took awhile to see results, but we all only have so much time. I did take twice as long as h to do manul stuff, but that's being a girl.

Yeah, given how run down I am, I need to just cruise. Hard not to see the wasted time. Anywho, I could do more, but often other things come first like clean clothes, like food for my work week so I can have healthy food.

I feel less like I'm 20 these days. Bits don't work like they should, more because of injury and being so over weight, than old age, but all factors count. Having a man for a son or almost a man, shows how you don't see these things ticking past. It's a creeping thing.

Our family live a long time, typically 90. I feel IMHO we don't look to age much. Which is nice.

I think the being older is more about accepting things aren't like my 20-30's I simpley cannot do what I used to. I don't care too much about the number but the doing is a bit meh.

I want to be like some of my mentors still having active farm life and horse life into my very late years. 80-90-100! Hence the diet thing, hence the looking after health.