Yes, I gotta control myself. I feel anxiety which I have t had before. Like I'm on speed, but very weird. Pumped but tired and I don't like to talk to humans^^ Strange feeling. Can someone translate what W said a while ago? I don't know if I should read into this at all but I think es h quote has s clear message, it just needs to be decrypted psychologically: "You can't control me, even if you tried" (answer to me saying "I'm not trying to control you" "Nothing I can say will make you trust me right now anyways". Regarding the family/friends even if an organization they are in: "I don't wanna leave you alone, I'll come. I want to support you bc you are helping us"
Ok sht I shouldn't even be asking. I'll leave the house now and go surfing as long as it's bright out. But wow these fkn meds. Got heat rushes too. I know my body very well..I took drugs when I was young, I know how this sht feels like. It's not severe but sth is going on and it's not very pleasant
I won't be able to hide my medication from W for ever either. I'm under her health plan. Should I tell her or let her find out herself?
Last edited by Complex; 02/13/1511:27 PM.
Me 32 (German) Wife 28 T 3yrs M 2yrs Moved to US for W No kids BD 6/2014 In house separation Confirmed EA 1/2015 (ongoing since BD) OM not ready Real D talk started 1/27/15
