Hey stranger. Sorry I've been MIA. Overload, ya know? Anyway... i've been catching up. First, I wanna say, raliced, maybell, underdog... they cracked me up. Loved their posts to you.
I think you are doing so amazingly well, gb. Truly. You have been walking the walk, and it's great. It's not surprising that you are having feelings that come and go and take you on a bit of a ride. You are far from a crazy train. Being put on this crazy train can take a toll. No matter how much you detach and do you, there is still a time of processing the gravity of what has happened in our lives. So, allow yourself to have those times. Heck, you have lots of good ones to balance it all out. Soon.... it will be waaaaaaay more good.... and the heck with the rest.
