Complex #4 - D talk started / Detaching continues

[Complex]

That's a tough one to be honest. I'm fine in general, I know she's gone, but if she'd be constantly lying to me while we still live together, that's crossing my boundaries. I don't think I can accept that.
So if my W is living with me, going out to see OM and lying about it..something I'd have to think about if I can accept that and what I should do about it (for myself). I don't know if that's a feeling of me being controlling at this point or just plain madness. Everyone I know would not accept this and kick her out/move out and go viral. I just wish I'd know where I'm at. This guessing game is very unhealthy for me GAL and detaching. Can't afford an apartment right now tho.

I feel really anxious today, must be the meds. I slept horribly bad too. I feel like weeks ago...I really have to hold myself back not getting into any discussions with W while the meds throw me back like this.
Thanks guys for the support.