No, you state that you need help in the way of reporters and staff in order to fulfill everything on that list in a successful manner. You can't do all of that by yourself. Do not try to put yourself in a hole by agreeing to fulfill that entire list. That's what sets you up to fail. Be honest with them and YOURSELF that you can't do all of this solo. You are not super woman and I can guarantee you that no one else can do all of that stuff by themselves each week either.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
