Is my H worth all this? Do I really want this M to continue?
The way my H is now..NO I don't. The way my H was years ago even before BD ..YES
I realize long before BD we had issues in our R or M, issues that were never addressed.
I know I would and am doing what I can...but I dont think my H will ever really wake up and WORK on himself and or our M...
So I kinda wonder if I'm just marking time,,,waiting until H decides to leave on his own and or our S14 graduates HS.
I do know I'm loving myself way more then I have in a very very long time, I'm smiling more, laughing more and I'm LOVING the better person I am.
Got up this morning and spent extra time on my hair, put on my "expensive" parfume...it's really the little things.
TGIF
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
