barely holding on - 7

[u-turn]

Thanks for looking in on me.

If you are asking about breaking my lack of communication cycle with W, I am the one deciding to limit it. She will talk for hours about her work. I can only listen to so much because I don't want to be her sounding board. She wants this from me (and only this). We used to talk about our day's stories, but she only wants to talk about hers. Doesnt care much about the kid's and hasn't cared about mine for a long time.

We have limited comunication because it's my decision. I can change this but don't want to until there is no A. It is uncomfortable for me to be this way but I am through ignoring this.

If you are asking if I have done anything to break the cycle of them comunicating, I think there is very little I can do. I have told her things she already knows. I am not ok with it and will not live this way. They work together, see each other every day, and e-mail personal messages on her work phone with a new email account.