I thought everything was okay....(Part 4)

[MCS]

So just got back from my work trip. It was an odd one. I went on pretty similar trip about a month after BD and it caused me to remember how I felt back then. Now, I see I'm much more emotionally stable, but for some reason it made me feel lonelier not being at home. This is all centered around this desire that is building in me for affection and intimacy. Not sure really what to do about this, but as I said over on Mozza's thread I see my desires to be with 'anyone' is starting to take over. Most of the folks I was traveling with were in the military at one point and I joked how could they go on deployment for 6 months. The one guy replied back, I was single and that's what Thailand was for...oye ve

Anyway, this was the first week that W had the kids for a full week of school. Remember, she moved about 25 minutes away. So, my daycare took me aside and said that they were concerned with how my wife seemed to be around the kids. Nothing horrible, but said that she just constantly seemed frazzled and on edge. At one point, they said that W brought D4 into daycare and wanted her to use the potty. D4 said she didn't need to and W put her on the toilet and held her legs down to it and was yelling at her to go. Daycare said how W was acting just made her feel uncomfortable and she almost said something to W. IDK, I do admit, they know most all of the sitch (they found out about OM first through some of W's lies to other people) so they've been pretty upset, especially what it means for the kids. However, she said to me that she feels W is just overwhelmed and not 'there.'

So, part of me just wants to talk to W about it, but I know I can't. I actually was thinking last week that this may be what happens this week as this is the first full week with the kids. I remember my first week and it was stressful, but I don't know if I should be worried or not. She's with the kids next week too, so I guess we'll see.