Thought about that the drinks don't help? Especially the next day. It's called a hangover even if you didn't get hammered, but it's affecting your mood if you are depressed anyway. Alcohol is a depressant.
I'm trying to stay away from alcohol right now. I drank a few times and ended up like you the next day every single time..


Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15