I felt I was doing it for the wrong reason. Not strictly for GAL purposes but to get at her.
OD that's what I thought too. We all want you to go out and GAL but not to spite your W. So instead, what could you do that you are excited about? Or at least comfortable, if not excited.
GAL this weekend. I'm meeting some friends for a drink and a curry on my way through London on Sunday.
Longer term. My counsellor said I was noticeably more alive when I told her about the part of my life when I was in the music business. And I do miss it.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner
Thanks for the update W. I've decided I'm going to stay down here for the weekend. Many happy returns for tomorrow. I'll keep in touch with S and see how he's doing.
Then make yourself a little plan for tomorrow x
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus