Seperated and she is with someone - I'm desperate

[vdubber]

Thanks Toots. That is what I needed to hear. I've been struggling so much with feeling she is so absolute that nothing could ever change. I really need to move on with me and learn to give up W. Maybe it will get easier after V Day as this week has been bad for me emotionally. I have a hard time hearing about how she wants me to find someone and we can all be friends...this thought process is hurtful and beyond rational.

I see my IC again this afternoon and that usually gets me back on track for a bit. I'm not doing well enough on GAL so need to hit that hard next week when I don't have the little ones. I am not sure how long I wait before I move forward with D. I don't want it and feel she thinks we already are so can stay this way forever.