I think the best hope is to learn - really learn - from the stuff you're doing and the mistakes you're making. In your thread you're saying - I did this really stupid thing - and now I feel bad. Well, there's an easy answer to this, next time, don't do the stupid thing, and focus on doing things which make you feel better.
Your W doesn't want stuff like this from your right now. She has checked out of your M and any stuff like this is just pressure she doesn't need. So she responds with 'absolutes' to you. The best thing you can do is stop being your own worst enemy and start doing what works...
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
